Feeling melancholy and introspective today, in a wishful state.
Found out that a friend lost her mother, which always causes sadness to creep into my soul, body, mind, heart, brain. Most of all the brain, since it's the control tower of the entire person that I am.
Oh woe.
Have Sallie Mae to pay (no rhyme intentional) and a few greeting cards.
Just fried an egg. Made a mistake and accidentally broke the yolk. That upsets me. I like to dunk the Organic Valley egg, not just eat it. I'm a colossal failure at this. I was tempted to start with a new egg, but my practical side said, "oh, eat it." So I will, with a frown. Next time.
I don't feel like focusing on many details today. I am thinking it's time to widen my circle of single friends. Maybe I'll meet an interesting man, and I'm trying to make myself go to a single function / party at BJs this evening. Scoot, scoot, I say to myself, unconvincingly at best.
House is still for sale.
Eruption of inner weeping. Today is dragging, and I have some activities planned, but not a strong desire to follow through and actually participate. I'm going to try and force myself to get out a little bit despite my less-than-contented state of mind. Depressed.
I have to mention, because I wrote on FB that I would, Rudi's Organic Bakery. Such a variety of bread and hamburger buns. I like their products. Rudi's Organic Bakery. Check it out.
Wish infectious enthusiasm would overtake me. I have the Midas touch. That's how I think sometimes. But, it all works out greatly, even if times are imperfect. Cheers !
Found out that a friend lost her mother, which always causes sadness to creep into my soul, body, mind, heart, brain. Most of all the brain, since it's the control tower of the entire person that I am.
Oh woe.
Have Sallie Mae to pay (no rhyme intentional) and a few greeting cards.
Just fried an egg. Made a mistake and accidentally broke the yolk. That upsets me. I like to dunk the Organic Valley egg, not just eat it. I'm a colossal failure at this. I was tempted to start with a new egg, but my practical side said, "oh, eat it." So I will, with a frown. Next time.
I don't feel like focusing on many details today. I am thinking it's time to widen my circle of single friends. Maybe I'll meet an interesting man, and I'm trying to make myself go to a single function / party at BJs this evening. Scoot, scoot, I say to myself, unconvincingly at best.
House is still for sale.
Eruption of inner weeping. Today is dragging, and I have some activities planned, but not a strong desire to follow through and actually participate. I'm going to try and force myself to get out a little bit despite my less-than-contented state of mind. Depressed.
I have to mention, because I wrote on FB that I would, Rudi's Organic Bakery. Such a variety of bread and hamburger buns. I like their products. Rudi's Organic Bakery. Check it out.
Wish infectious enthusiasm would overtake me. I have the Midas touch. That's how I think sometimes. But, it all works out greatly, even if times are imperfect. Cheers !
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